Things have been really slow around here the past several months (years? Eh?) but that's not all indicative of life offline. The days have been packed and chaotic and often overwhelming, but also really enjoyable (usually). It feels like I come on here every couple of weeks to give a brief synopsis of what's been going on, but the truth is all I can ever really do is skim the surface. Things are good though! I've felt better about myself in the past few weeks than I have in years, and I think that really shows. Right now I'm trying to figure out just how exactly I'm supposed to navigate this new chapter for myself and the boys. Mainly dating. Everything else (so far) I feel like I have a pretty solid grip on. But y'all, can we just talk about post-divorce dating when you're in your 20's and have 2 kids?! Yep. It's about as messy as one would expect. Haha! While I likely won't come here to divulge all the details, I can say that I have been dating and it's been pretty weird / funny / awkward so far. Aside from a couple of months before Mike and I reconnected, I haven't been single in a decade. Things are so strange now. But I'm figuring it out. I think! The boys are spending some time with Mike this weekend so I'm busying myself with projects and friends. It's weird to wake up to a silent house sometimes. I even slept in for the first time in forever the other day.
I have a feeling y'all will start to see a lot more of me soon. I've really just needed to take space and time to sort through everything going on behind the scenes
It feels really good to be where I am right now. Mentally, physically, emotionally. I feel like I'm starting to get a little spark back that I've been missing. I like where things are headed. See you soon?